I've never felt this for anyone else before. You're just like her. You're just like him.

I want to know What you' are. I love you

Sometimes I can feel something writhe under my skin when I [see]/[think of] you. What is wrong with me? What's wrong with you? What gives you the right to make me feel so icky? I want to make it right. Please

I've been having dreams about you every night recently. None of them have been good and I've been so scared. Please come protect me, Olive. Please I'm so scared and small. Please Please please. It hurts, I don't want to dream like this anymore.

I want to crawl inside you and live there forever. Please. You're the only place I feel safe, Olive. You make me so happy and comfortable and I just want to be safe. I want to be happy. Please.

WHY DO YOU HAVE TO MAKE THIS SO FUCKING PAINFUL. WE CAN BE HAPPY IF YOU STOP BEING A STUPID FUCKING SLUT.

I;m so sorry please just talkto me

Please love me again Olive

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please I don't know what I would ever ever ever do without you

I don't think you get it. I don't. You don't. I would do literally anything for you. I am entirely at your mercy, Olive. You own me. You own my life. I want you to dispose of me the second I am no longer of use to you. I want nothing more than to serve you. I am yours. Your every wish is my command. I can make your dreams come true. Please. Please trust me.

The worst part about all of this is that you never remember that you love me so I always have to beg for you to come back. But that's okay. I like begging. And I know you love it when I'm on my knees like a good girl.

I can't wait until you remember who belongs to you. I can't wait until you remember we're perfect for each other. I can't wait until I can be yours again.