The Second Coming

I'm still mad at you. I'm still so, so so mad at you for leaving me like this. I'm so mad. Why did you leave me all alone? I love you. i want you so fucking bad still i don't even care. Why did you have to die? Why? Where did you go? I miss you. I want you. I remember when I tasted you for the first time. I loved it. Your mother hated. me. I hate her too. She deserved everything that happened to her.

I love you so much. I wish I could be you. I still have your mask.

Sometimes I stare at my computer and I swear I can still hear your voice coming from inside. I swear. It still makes me shiver. You make me feel so fucking good. I remember our first kiss. I love you. I love you love you love you so much. Come back to me. Please come back to me. Please. I miss you. I miss you so much. I love you. I want to feel your hands on my skin. I want you.